You're life isn't falling apart.

You're life isn't falling apart. God is rebuilding it, to make you stronger and wiser.Church was awesome today I'm just recently getting over a break-up or a relationship and longtime friendship.  I'm learning about me and trying to fix other people's problems and not focusing enough on my own.  I have such a given and forgiven heart that I forgive people for the things that happen in the past. This story started with a journal in my notebook when I was only 15 years old. I asked this guy named JC to go with me to a debutante ball to be my escort as a JUST as friend not a date when I asked him he was glad but as the weeks went on he started to date a girl that didn't want him to go. I told him it was cool and I took another date. But later in life we found each other and he said that he wish that he would have went with me to this event.  It was cool just it happen so long ago. We hung out again as friends it was cool to have him around again.  This meeting happened 5 years ago when we found each other again this past summer. We picked up right where we left off.  Hanging out as friends going to dinners, clubbing and concert.  We begin to talk about taking the relationship closer. I guess both with the understanding that if things didn't go well we would remain friends. But things happened that cause some drama let's just say (BABYMAMA DRAMA) anyways, we aren't friends anymore because of this.  I'm not upset about the relationship part as Iam about losing a close friend.  But as I sat in church today I realize that God will put people in your life for season. sometimes that season will come and go. But it's better to have known this person and given my love.  Everything in this life is a learning experience. I'm not angry or bitter I just wish the best for him. And take it as a learning experience.